After deciding on Tuesday that I would now call her Will, its proving very difficult.
To help me along I will refer to her as Will on each post, I am comfortable with writing it!
I think when other people are around its difficult to call her Will as many people are still using Rach. I don't call him anything at the moment, I know it sounds awful.
Will has had his first boyfriend card, stands proud next to the son one, there is a granddaughter one and his dad sent a daughter card, at least he had one.
Feeling very odd about the whole hormone thing. I had a quiet time on Wednesday and sat feeling sorry for myself, had a little weep, I felt quite lonely I can't explain my emotions. It is a parallel universe I am on, everybody is doing the usual daily things getting on with life, I feel like shouting help, I'm here!! I text my sister to see if she was going to call round on her way home from work but she had too much to do, I text Ruth and she came round it was good to share face to face with somebody how I was feeling.
Had texts and a couple of phone calls off my family but not seen any of them yet, will catch up later when the Christmas madness begins.
It's going to be gradual changes, he took a photo the day after so we will be able to compare changes.
Good news...Letter from Dr Curtis arrived to his GP yesterday, an afternoon appointment was made and hooray a prescription for the next two injections, all on the NHS! Result.
Its taken a year to get this far, hopefully for Will by next Christmas he will be known and called Will by everybody, with male characteristics I'm sure it will be easier for people.
Merry Christmas to you all, all the best for 2012.
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