It was not getting any easier, I had now told my three closest friends, my two close work colleagues and Julia the psychologist.
I was still finding it hard to talk about, that is so unlike me, I do share my problems with others. Every time I discussed it I was in tears, I really didn't know how to get through this and be the strong, supportive mum Rach had always known.
Rach had told me she had told her brother Matt, Matt never breathed a word to me.
Also during one of our heated discussions, Rach had left the house in quite an upset state and went straight to see one of my older sisters and my youngest sister, whom Rach is quite close to. Rach told them what was happening and that if they wanted to disown her to do it now. I had upset her that much that nothing else could hurt her. They expressed their feelings and shock, my older sister saying she would always be Rachel her niece!
Nobody contacted me to see how we were.
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